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I've been waiting a lifetime...

It feels like forever, the grades still haven't been posted. I wonder when they will. I turned the paper in on Thursday. How long could it take? I am so nervous, thinking about calling my doctor and asking her to up my meds.

Down to Nicotine Free cigarettes, smoking more often, but no nicotine. I feel different. It's been 3 days now. Shaking just a little, but I think the slow drop to no nicotine helped keep that to a minimum. Now just to get rid of them all together and we're good.

I still haven't managed to make it to the gym even though I have a 3 month pass. I either don't have the time or I don't feel like going. I'm still a little afraid to show up there for the first time. What do you wear? What do you do? How do you keep from being embarrassed?

I'll let you know how it goes.

Comments

You can do it, girl. Hang in there :)

I appreciate the confidence but It?s hard to feel better when I don?t know what?s going to happen yet. You know it?s my job to worry. It?s what I do best, besides I called my doc last night and she put me on some more pills?woo hoo!

The pills are suppose to make me RELAX and take it easy. We'll see how it works.

Well it's good to see you are, or at least will be, feeling better soon.

I am feeling better now, the pills are working. Just waiting on my damn grade still... I'm gonna post it no matter what it is...I just hope it's good.