Another night, Another post
I have been trying to work on the writings about my life and family that I talked about before, but as I said I am in no way a great writer. I am having great difficulty trying to find the right words to explain my childhood that will express exactly what I went through and how it felt to be me. Somehow it's just not coming out as clearly as I had hoped that it would. I am not giving up on it though, I just think it is going to take me some time to get it out the way I want to. After all it is something that is very important to me and I want to get it right the first time so I don't have to go through it again, maybe I won't even have to see the shrink anymore after this.
Besides my ambition to write about my life I am trying to get ready for a really busy 2 weeks. Starting next week I will be planning and getting ready for my husband's 30th birthday, shopping for the kid's school clothes and supplies, having my birthday, and getting the kids back into a routine for waking up and getting ready for school again. The end of August is always very busy for us.
I think that I do better when there is a lot of stuff going on. I have always been this way. I like to plan and keep lists. I think it is something that came out of necessity but became something that I enjoy now. Having so much to do now is really kind of exciting for me. I also really like to shop, even if it's not for me. This is a habit that has gotten me into trouble more than once.
I guess I better enjoy tomorrow cause it is the last day that I have to rest really before all of the craziness starts again for another year.