Dealings with friends
I really don't think I want to post anything tonight. The last few days have been very difficult for me and I don't know if I really want to write about them. However, I said in the very beginning that I was going to write everything honestly and exactly how I felt.
Right now though everything is very confusing and I don't know what is going on exactly. I guess part of that is the lack of communication between everyone. The biggest problem came from an online debate about some really stupid things (IMHO). Now, it has moved out of the blog and into the real world. I don't know what will happen next.
The main difficulty comes from the fact that the two parties involved are my husband and my good friend. I can't take sides, but my husband of course means more to me because he is the man I will spend the rest of my life with. However, I would like to keep my friend. The big question is what will things be like after all of this, can we really go back to being the way we were after all of this conflict?
I don't really want to write anymore, I am just too upset about this whole thing to say anything that makes sense.