Day Two
Today has been a very long day. I have had very little to do, Jared has been taking care of himself for the most part, except for the 6 am wake-up calls.
I can't seem to sleep, even with my pills. I don't really want to tell Jemal that because it would only make him worry. Instead, I plan tonight to stay up and watch horror movies by myself and scare myself to death. That should help with my sleep problem.
Only 5 more days and they will be back. It's really not so bad, I got to talk to them quite a bit today. Tomorrow will be a different story. They will have the rehearsal and the rehearsal lunch and what ever comes after that.
About Daddy...
My dad called for a brief time today but the phone connection was really bad and I couldn't hear him very well. He has decided to move from Cocoa to Melbourne (FL) in the hopes that he can find some work. He tried to file for food stamps but without and address they won't give them to him.
I did some research after his call and found a shelter in Melbourne that would take him in but he hasn't called back since this afternoon. I am kind of worried about him. I know though that he is a pretty resourceful guy and can usually make it on his own. No matter where he goes he seems to find a job within a week and a place to stay in less time then that. I had just hoped that he would call me and let me know that he made it to Melbourne okay.
Earlier today...
I had an old friend over. It's a guy that I think of as a brother but the more that I talk to him the more confusing the relationship seems to get. I don't know if I am understanding it right or not so I don't say anything, well I just keep saying that I love my husband and that I think of him as a brother.
He just wants to talk about how much he can't stand his girlfriend and that he wishes that she were like me. Then he wants to talk about going to the strip clubs and all of the things that he does there (and boy can you do a lot at the strip clubs these days).
This is the point when I try to turn the conversation to our kids or to cars or something like that. He hasn't tried anything or even suggested anything. We dated once back when I was about 14 and he keeps bringing that up too. I don't know what to say about it, I could just be crazy...and I am technically.
Any suggestions on why a guy would act like this after being friends for 18 years?
Something else...
I still haven't figured out what to do for Jemal's birthday. I looked on Amazon but I don't have time to ship anything in time. I am going to have to plan something homemade I think. A lot of money is going into this trip, the kids school shopping, our computers and our trip to Philli at the end of the month.
I think a party will have to do. I am thinking of planning it for the day that he comes home (wens.). Sierra's dad wants her for the weekend and extra on Sunday so it makes it hard to have a party any closer to his birthday. I would have liked to have it after we get paid but I don't think it will be possible.
Better Go...