Nervous Breakdown
Today has been a strange one. I woke up this morning with this same blurry vision problem I have been having for days. Today it was worse because I now have to sit about 6 inches from my monitor to read it. So, I figured it was about time I called my doctor. I thought it might have something to do with my medication but she said it's a nervous breakdown (I have also had some sleep issues and other problems that brought her to this conclusion).
Now I am looking for a book or some kind of self help deal that I can use to help me get through this. Appearently, I act too weak according to my shrink. She said if I ordered a plate of food at a resurant and they brought me the wrong thing I wouldn't do anything about it. She says that is what I am doing with my life. She's kind of a bitch sometimes, but she's right.
It looks like I need to start saying what I really feel to people and not just let them have their way all the time. It also means that I shouldn't except more responablities then I can handle. Now, I have no clue how I am going to do this yet but I guess there has to be a way right? And I have the whole internet to find it.
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I'm so sad reading this. If I can be of any assistance all you have to do is call. I love you and want what is best for you.
When I couldn't see my monitor unless I was within six inches of it or had the fonts greatly enlarged I went to an ophthamologist and found out I had foreign tissue growing inside my eye on the retina. I hate to say this because it is a downer but remember it is possible to have two problems at the same time that are unrelated.
Posted by: skank | September 14, 2005 08:26 PM