Surgery Tomorrow
I am rather nervous and tense right now. I want to get out of the house so bad. I feel like I am going to be stuck in bed for weeks and that this is my last chance at freedom.
I don't like this feeling at all, but I don't know what to do about it. I am still in pain from the previous surgery and I am willing to risk it by going out to the store.
What do I want from the store? Some art supplies. I really am thinking that if I get a canvas and some paint I might be able to work myself out of this mood that I am in.
I will be turning 30 soon and that has me a little depressed. I think it was easier for my husband then it is going for me.