No More Pain
Today I finally got out to see my pain doctor today and I am back on Morphine again. I will also be taking Ultracet as well for "break thru pain". I am much happier now. I was actually able to clean up, make a ton of phone calls and set up my meditation area today.
I am very excited about the idea of Buddhism right now. I don't believe in a God, but the beliefs of Buddhism (as I have read so far) are just a good way to live my life and supposedly will help me with my stress and pain via meditation.
I have been reading a lot about Buddhism for the past two or three days. I kind of stumbled on to it while researching meditation technics and I find it fascinating. Even though I have no real belief in gods I have always been interested in reading about various types of religion. I had just never realized how much of buddhism I already believed. I believe in being kind to other and that knowledge is important and all of the other things too.
I am going to go to my first meditation session this Monday night. I am going to have someone else go with me for support. I get nervous going to new places. I am hoping that I like it, but if I don't I haven't wasted anything on it. I also think it would be a cool way to make some new friends.
Well, it is American Idol and Lost night so I don't have much time left to write. I have to say though that I love my Tivos. We now own 3 of them and one is the dual model so technically we have 4. I couldn't live without my Tivo.
If there is anyone who lives near by and would like to go to Severna Park Monday night and try out meditation let me know.