My Brother is Back...
In today's news, my brother arrived back in Maryland after a 3 daylong trip from Oklahoma via Greyhound. I don't really know how to feel about this right now. I am very happy to see him because I have missed him quite a bit since he left a few years ago. However, he left his ex-girlfriend without even saying good-bye to her or her little girl.
I find myself trying to comfort her but I can't do anything for her. My brother did the wrong thing and I couldn't do anything to make him be a real "Man" in this situation. He was so chicken that he told her that he was just coming out for a visit and that he would be coming back in a few weeks.
The really sad thing is that my bother doesn't even like the girl that he says he moved back here for. He is just using her for her money and a place to stay until he finds someone else to leach off of.
I know that isn't a very nice thing to say about my own brother, but it is the truth. He needs to grow up and he needs to stop getting into relationships with girls that have kids, because when he just up and leaves it doesn't just affect the girl.
What I really can't believe is that the girl he "came back for" actually took him back. He did to her the same thing the he just did to the other girl in OK. He made me buy him a plane ticket and he walked out one day without saying a thing. I can't believe that she would risk putting her son back in that situation.
Notice to all women with children, A) Don't date my brother B) You should never have a guy move in with you until you know it is going to be serious C) Don't tell your children it is okay to call anyone else daddy at least until you are married D) DO NOT DATE MY BROTHER!
Hopefully that will reach some of the people who really need to hear it.
In other News, My father has found himself back in jail again. This time was for drunk and disorderly. This is his 3rd arrest out there, that I know about. I looked online and saw the reports and it looks like he is facing about 3 years for all that he has done so far.
The really interesting thing is that my mother and my father (who hate each other) are now going to be living in the same town. I wonder if she will visit him in jail.
I sent a letter to my father yesterday. In the letter I told him to stop calling me because I am not going to pay for the call and that I don't want to talk to him again until he is sober and stable.
I know that he will never be the person that I want him to be but I still keep the door open. I know that I need to learn how to close the door on him and never look back. The problem is that I have faith in everyone that if they really want to they can change, I need to learn that my father doesn't want to change for me or anyone else, not even to see his grandchildren.
All I know is that I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. I just want him to be out of my life and I want to be able to feel okay about that. It is a very hard thing to do, for me at least.
As far as I am concerned I don't need the added stress. Just last week I saw my doctor and she gave me some new pain pills, injected me with Cortisone and used another needle (that was HUGE) to draw out some fluid that was in my shoulder for testing. Needless to say it hurt.
I guess that is all that there is for now, maybe I will have more to write about later.